sometimes.. we' ve gotta..

Sometimes we've gotta run away so we can see who will run after us.
Sometimes we've gotta talk quieter so we can see who's listening.
Sometimes we've gotta step up in a fight so we can see who is by our side.
Sometimes we've gotta make wrong decisions so we can see who is there to fix it.

Sometimes we've gotta let go of the one we love just to see if they love us enough for them to come back.

I think these make sense, especially the last one.. ;)

..Sir Patrick..

Suddenly today.. i feel that i miss 'Sir Patrick' so much. Never been in this way before. Hope that Sir Patrick is doing well today, and the following days coming.

I also feel that for this time being i have to sort of ''let it go", and enjoy myself. If the feelings and the moments we had were all true, it will come back. If it's not.. then it is actually never meant to be.

But at least, those are happy moments.. I won't forget every single second. It has touched my life differently. Sir Patrick has made me so happy.

Thank You Sir Patrick.. Hope you'll find what you are looking for and I'll be happy for you no matter what. Take care my friend..

will you?

i had a nice weekend, really made me happy.

Buat pertama kali saya ke Utara tanahair atas urusan rasmi. Satu journey yg menyeronokkan. Tidak disangka saya akan sampai juga ke situ. Saya based kat Sg Petani selama 2 hari. Tanpa perancangan langsung, I met a long time friend at Kedah. Asalnya ingatkan dia ni ada kat Kulim, rupanya ada kat Sungai Petani jugak. Sepanjang 2 hari kat Sg Petani tak teringat langsung pasal dia. Time nak balik KL baru teringat nak call dia. So ended up we all hangout at her in-law's place.

Then i also met another friend. He picked me up as soon as i reached SP. We had a nice lunch on the 1st day i arrived and we had another lunch date at Alor Setar on the next day. His choice of place was superb where we had our lunch by the river. Angin sepoi2 bahasa sambil menjamu selera masakan kampung. wow.. mmg best giler. Sepanjang saya berada di sana, saya seronok. InsyaAllah, semoga dapat bertemu lagi..

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Nothing's impossible
Nothing's unreachable
When I am weary
You make me stronger

This love is beautiful
So unforgettable
I feel no winter cold
When we're together

Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

When day turns into night
I look into your eyes
I see my future now
All the world and its wonder

This love won't fade away
And through the hardest days
I'll never question us
You are the reason
My only reason

I am blessed to find what I need
In a world loosing hope
You're my only believe

You make things right
Everytime after time

Stand by me
No more darling
I want you by my side
I want you hear with me

[taken from 'Stand by Me', Shayne Ward]

we wouldn't know

Why is it always like this.. When we feel that we fond of someone who was really been with us consistently, then suddenly just 'went off'..? We really miss them, today. How about tomorrow? The day after tomorrow? We wouldn't know..

28072008 - really miss those moments..badly..